Me MySeLf & I 

When the night seems to be so bored..
when two friends meet online and have
nothing to do or to talk about...
when to brains become one..
as the bordem monopolize our brain..
this was what happend..
when we lost our mind!!

ThE UnIvErSE...

i lost my mind!
i lost mind too
why don’t we not search for it
and we live happily in fantasy
happily ever after
together with our still standing brick wall
at the back
may the stars shine our night
may the moon brightened the wall
as the sun pulls the blanky and wave good night
and the sky be our judge
in wat ever decision we had made
and the asteroids as the jury
meteors will be our defender
let the milky way be the prison of love
and the shooting starts as the prosecutors
let our love not be shaken and shattered for now and eternity.


By: PsYcHo_FeEzA & AmYrAz..

WuT a DaY!!

The subang parade trip..
fuuh.. so tiring..
i was searching for a book about
NOSTRADAMUS..
had to call tanya for that..
thanks tanya!!
then my sis went around looking for
ref books for her SPM while..
me and papa just look around the book store for
any good books to comment on..
and just crap on..
hahaha it was fun!!

came home..
papa had dinner..
i sms alia..
but i didnt bug her this time..
its my 24th day of the new year resolution..
stop bugging ppl!!
NOT!!

after that went in my room..
came online..
did reseach on bTx..
the subject that have been driving me up the wall..

hurmm aniways..
i really hope i can buy that book
about NOSTRADAMUS by Halley sumthing..
i have to go back to subang parade MPH soon!!

aiyooo im getting so sleepy waiting for alia to come online..
where in the world is she...
still in the mosque i guess..
a very good god's creation..

owh ya..
today is my fren's bday..
wished her already...
hope she will have a wonderful bday this year..


owh man!
before i forgot..
ive been trying to forget about this fella
but he keeps on bugging my life..
i just donno wut to do to make him to hate me..
hahaha.. i guess its just my luck.. ( a bad one)
each time i erase him from my memory..
he will always be auto saved..
like a word document in my pc.
HELP ME!!

ok better forget about him now..
STAY FOCUS!!
hahahah
i think i got to run now..
my bed is calling me..

..11 LeSsOnS oF LiFe..

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone... BUT it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

...January 23rd 2005...

heylo..
it has been an awful boring day today..
had nothing to do..
the assignment for btx is driving me up the wall..
hurmm
maybe ill be going out with papa later..
goin to MPH to read books..
hahaha... hope it will be fun..
everybody and everything seems fine..

owh ya..
yesterday went for breakfast
with my siblings..
baby ameiyrul had a blast at the table..
he get to eat what he wants and drink what he want..
coz there were no parents around!!
happy for him..
all the cold drinks he consumed..
all the mess he made at the table..
its all nature..hahaha

hurmm
i have to call zanna shortly got some stuffs to discuss..
what have i been doing today??
*had breakfast
*played computer
*went online
* bug alia as usual.
* wondering..
* got myself confuse
*feeling sorry for sum ppl..
*talk crap and rubbish
thats about it..

hurmmm
ok lah ill stop here first
see la maybe ill continue again later
or tomorrow..
see ya bloggie..
-muarx-

My LiFe!!

I always feel like breaking down

Always feel out of place

Like somehow I just don't belong

And no one understands me

Always wanna runaway

Always lock myself in my room

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears me screamin

I know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

I know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when Im down

To feel like I've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save me

No I know what it's like

Welcome to my life

I wanna be somebody else

Im sick of feeling so left out

Im desperate to find something more

Before my life is over

Im stuck inside a world I hate

Im you sick of everyone around

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside Im bleeding

I know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

I know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when Im down

To feel like I've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save me

I know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Every one lied straight to my face

Every one stabbed me in the back

I might think

I'm happy but

I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Never had to work it was always there

I know what it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when Im down

To feel like I've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save me

No I know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when Im down

To feel like I've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save me

No I know what it's like

Welcome to my life!

LIFE!!
(How Harder Could It Get..)

If life was meant to be hard..
how hard would it get..
if life is gonna end..
how soon is it gonna be??
if every confusion is is a knot
is the knot tied dead or loose..

How can there be a smiling face
when all smiling face were taken away.
what's the use of screaming for help
when it is sure that there are no help around
should fate be blamed or praised.
life has its up and down..
happiness and sadness takes thier place
after one to another..
patience is all thats needed..
its just in a matter of having it or not..
holding on to it or letting it go..

(By:NoRhAfItZaH AsHrUfF )

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

heylo again bloggie..
happy raya aniways..
just got back from the mosque..
damn tired la..
i donno what im gonna do after this..
maybe sleep..

yesterday was fun..
zana,baby,bel and bel's sis
came over to lepak and have dinner..
after that we played "bunga api"
untill i go a bad cough coz of the smoke..
then i had hiccups..
its been quite sumtime since i last had hiccups..
after we went to clatex.. bought choc..
then we just lepak2 and talk to alia through the voice chat in msn..
and as usual alia got the bugging of her life.. hahaha!! =p

hurmmm
what else..
owh ya maybe got to go to klang..
donno when ill be back..
then i have to start thinking bought mr.ameer assignment
really have no idea what to do about it..

ok la.. i think ill stop now..
donno what to crap adi..
bye..!! see ya!

bloggie!!

hurmm i guess this is my 1st time writing in..
and i seriously donno what to write..
hurmmm lemme tell what happened today..
today 19th of january..
my 19th bday.. and a simple one..
the most simple one i ever had..
2 big for parties and all..
hahhahhaa..

people keep on asking me what i want for my bday..
but i said nothing..
infact there is something i really want but its so damn
impossible to get.. hahahaha!!
niways.. just got back from dinner with the whole family..
had lunch with zanna,baby and bel..
thats about it.. the bday stuffs..

in college today everything was like usual..
just some stupid things happened..
im so damn tired..
currently now.. im doing nothing