hOwS d aCt..?

hey everyone..!!

lets try change our mood!
i hate being sad and frustrated..
even dats wut is happening now..

so lets cheer ourselves up..
since its up to us to make our self happy..!

remember people..
no one can make u be happier..
than u urself..!

wake up in the morning..!
get fresh!

dont forget to brush ur teeth!

have a nice day!

try push the frown upwards..

there u go!

a smile!

from

=(

to

=)

why....? ='(

why cant things just be a little bit better...?
why cant i just leave my life as usual..
why wont all those people..
who make my life miserable
just leave me..
let me live my life!
why must i suffer over ur mistakes!?

somebody...! anybody!
tell me...!!

too LATE but NVM..!

happy valentines day!!
but its already past 12..
so its already 15 feb
but nvm..

my day to today.. was rubbish..

towards the evening was kinda ok..

after work.. went to the up hill area..
to ease my mind..
then when to meeT my lil valentine!
valentine are not only for lovers..
its practically celebrated with everyone!
family ,frens and god knows who..
[the list goes on]
* dont really celebrate tho.. just for the sake of its "the day u spread love to d world!"*
lame .. i know!

this year.. i didnt accept any invitation..
coz i have some things bugging my mind..
so turned it all down..
instead..
i went and visit my lil 5 yr old bro..
and spent the whole evening with him..
we went to the park..
went driving..
went walking..
share one packet of keropok lekor..
one cup of tea..
one sofa..
one colouring book..
and the tv set..
was just perfect!
qulity time..
kak long and lil ameiyrul..

then in the evening too..
a call ive been waiting for..
finally came..
had a fun chat!
and at that moment
i felt dat the day is complete!
had dineer with my family..
and spoke to my dad..!!

now.. chatting with my fren..
the one dats far..
but near in heart and mind..
and happily chatting and laughing away...


still...
no one knows...

...silence....




p/s: dats me and ameiyrul..!

tHe MiDnIgHt TeArs

when midnite hits the 12th bell..

tears of sorrow..
tears of frustration..
tears of anger..
tears of giving up...

rolls down..
without an end..

shatters the faith..
tears the hope..
ruins the will...
takes away everything..

loosing it..
is just as loosing the moon at sunrise..

but not able to hang on to it at sunset..
it come and go..
without fail..
without doubts..

still it cant be seize..
by naked hands..

where is it..?
the will..?
the faith..?
the hope..?

a question without an answer..

wUt a DaY...!

today..
i gained sumthing and i loose sumthing..
gained sumthing i dont want..
loose sumthing so dear..

hard rock patience needed..
but not even a pinch of it in me..
where r u!?
the one on earth i always lean to..
never im gonna go on the search anymore..

come back..
nothing more id ask..