...hate being me..

many days..
i sit and cry..
blaming my fate..
blaming me for being who i am..
i wanna be somebody else..
but who could bare being in my shoes..?

many days..
i scream..!!
i shout..!!
when will all this end..?

where are the love i use to feel..!
the care!?
the warmth of comfort..!

all gone..!!
never to be seen or heard
or even worst
never to be felt..!

im loosing what i loved the most.!
but still im being able to smile..
pretend that things are alright..!

but who knows!!!
WHO KNOWS..!!!
the tears..!!!!
the fear..!!
but me..!!


I HATE BEING ME..!!!!!