at times...

sometimes when things happens it really makes u wonder if there is actually other people who go thru something that is even worst.. trust me..

u have no idea how bad theirs is..



usually when i have difficulties..

all i can say to myself is dat..

it could have been worst..

so i wont feel dat bad..

even if im feeling extremely awful dat time.



everybody go thru different types of challenges in life..

i mean you cant actually compare how yous may differ from mine..

coz i guess its just how u handle things..





for example; you may once experience falling down a stairs in front of a fren and u were totally embarrassed. suddenly few months later a fren comes and tell you he/she fell from a stairs is front of thier bf/gf and is totally embarrased..

you can say aaaahhh its nothing... of course u can say dat coz ur already over it.. but what happens to the fren who just experienced it a while ago.?



he/she is feeling the same u once felt.

but u just wont get it..

and defenietly ur gonna brag about it to other frens about how an ass ur fren was for making a big deal out of falling of a stairs right?



honestly..

i have many friends who comes from different walk of life..

those really extremely rich ones. never know wut hardship is, some what average ones who deals fairly well with life, and those totally unfortunate ones. to me all of them are the same. i even have friends who have black dark histories. u name it.. i basically have almost all types of ppl as friends. but i see no difference in them.

they are who they are.

unique and special. even they have to face all typs of s*!#s in life.

i guess ur just the one chosen to have made the mistake so it would become a lesson to other people. and the best way of learning is to learn from your mistakes. in other words.. dont repeat it again once u know the consequences.

not all mistakes can be forgiven many times





why i wrote this is to dedicate to a fren..

my fren dont know i have this blog..

so i guess my fren wont be reading this..

wutever its is..

i want my fren to know tht..im her fren always.. even what had happend to her that made her think that id freak out never wanna be her fren again.
i pray to Allah so that she is given the strenght to deal with wud had happend..