sorry.. i cant be perfect..

wow..! 12 0f may..
dats the last i posted??

not bad..
im getting lazier and lazier..
wut to do..
no choice to many assignments need to be done..
but still..
there are some happy moments..
dats never to be missd..

i have 1 more week
prior to my next exam.
JRN..
Dear datin..,
please dont fail me..
i promise ill be good.. [yeah right..!]

i need to pass..
is it to much to ask?
its not asking for a high distinction or anything..
but just a pass..! JUST A PASS..!!
is it to much to ask for..?
i need to take the worries out of my dad..
plzz..plz..plzz..
yaALLAH..
plz pass me..
plzzz..plz..plz..

i promise ill be good to all the creatures
around me..


shheeessshh...!!

how crappy could dat be..?
me being good..?
i dont think so..?
but its worth a try..
maybe next sem..!
perhaps..
ill be someone new..

lately..
hurmm..
i cant even remember what happend to me lately,,
owh ya..!
fell from the stairs..
papa left to goa..!
sob..! sob..!
come back soon pa..
u need to assist me for my exam..!!

but sadly..
papa will only be back
on the 7th of june. which is a week from now..!
dats when my next paper starts..!!
too late..!!!!

NOOOO...!!!!

i hope ill be able to face it..

why is it so hard to bring out
wuts in me..?
wuts bothering me..?
how i wish someone can read me..
tell the "?" dat i have..
without me telling..?
perhaps..
its only me who has
dat "talent" read people..

so i suppose i have to read
my ownself?
why the hell should i read..!!!
i already know wuts going on..!

FINE...!!

just ignore it..!


i dont know is it just me..
but little..little thing
just starts to bother me now..
im adapting..!!!
give me a break..!

but its ok..
papa is coming home soon..
and talk to me..!
things will be cool by then..

i HOPE..!

owh ya..!
ive got some remarks from some peeps dat i know..
they say that im a nice.
person..!
hahaha.. i know i am..
thank u.. thank u..!
bu still nice people like me are hurt..
waaa....waaaa..waaaaa..
why hurt me when i dont hurt you.?
want me to hurt u izzit..?
dont regret aaa... [its a warning..]

but then..
i dont hurt those i love..
so..

dear, all people dat i love..
dont hurt me too....
coz illl never do anything to hurt you all..
so please.. dont hurt me..
ive got nothing in this world..
but the all of you..


but then..




even if u hurt me..
its ok..
i dont care..!

IM SO USED TO IT..!!
get the hint..?
so..
stop ok..?


haih..
wut the hell is this?
it sounds more like a letter to myself..
or perhaps..
a letter or pray to ALLAH.
a letter to datin..
a letter to my papa...
and a letter to my love ones..

ok..
i think i better stop here..
bye bye..

lastly..
here is wut ive got to say..


if u gonna have trouble reading it..
here is wat it says..
[i was going to kill the smartest person on earth,
untill i realize.. suicide is a crime..]

alamak!

hello...

hahaha.. i know its been sumtime
since i last wrote in..
thanks for the reminder syaf..

ill try to be as regular as u r..!
maybe ill start taking pictures of all
the place i go and things i do..
pictures of my food clothes or anything..!
ill make u as my bloggie role model..
can..?

the thing is..
things i do are always crappy..!
its gonna be like merepek
to put it on..

but nvm la..
ill just hentam la..


anyways..
i wanna log of now..
hahaha..
surely ill post again tonite..!

maybe!

i NEED help..!!

dear readers..
of all gender,colour and ages..

i NEED ur help..!

if at all by any chance u wud know..

thank you..!

hahahahahah..! =p

hello,,
im currently in the comp lab..
printing out my research paper..
to read.. analyze..
then BURN! with cheese..
then make kavita to eat it..
since she loves cheese so much..
hahahah!! sorry kavita ka..!
BUT THEN.... can share tak..?
i love cheese too...!

alia went to buy barang with her mum..
new socks i guess..! hahaha..

and im left with 1 more hour before
my next class starts..

then im off to see ameiyrul..!
with his filet o' fish of course..!

beside me is zanna..

doing research on managment..
i just done xplaining to her..
how to tackle the question..
and go cramp the lecturer with questions..
sort of like getting a hint..
even i know it wont really work..
but its worth of trying..!
right rujaque'..!?

dont stress ok..
u make me stress also laa...!
=(
i know ull do good in it..!

hmmm..
tomorrow got class..!
=( hate it..!
but no choice..

stand on ur own feet feeza..!
work on it..!
dont frown..!
hahahah...!

after dat class..
im already un available to nobody..!
coz im taken..!
muahaha..!
evil laugh..!

im taken by mr.assignment due so near..!

see..see im crapping..!
see alia wut u did..!

at least if ur here...!
ill got sumthing else to do
rather than crapping and slamming the keyboard..!
bugging u perhaps..!
or maybe go for minum in cafe..
while i swim in the
pool of words from the reaserch paper..!
so dramatic..!
IM GONNA DROWN!!
BLUB..! BLUB...! BLUB..!
-DEAD-










P/S: NOT DEAD..!
but back to STUDYING..!

something like that!

something like that!
sYaf's bLog..